Things didnt turn out the way I’d hoped. I am sad. I am hurt. I am crushed. And I feel like it isnt going to be the end. But I guess all I can do it look forward
I wont let go.
Please please. Just one more.
I just need the second chance.
I just love him and need him. And I can make him happy. I need him to just let me show him that we can work things out.
My final decision. .
It comes to this.
I am the one who should be able to take care of myself.
-I have a job.✔
-I have a loving family. ✔
-I have friends who love me. (Small amount but they still love and care for me) ✔
-For the most part im healthy. ✔
-Im safe at home. ✔
I do not deserve to be hurt. I do not deserve to be lied to. I shouldnt have to wait for someone to make up thier mind on if they want to be with me or not. I deserve to be with someone who loves me and knows he wants to be with me. Someone who wont argue with me all the time. Someone who I can bring over and enjoy being around my family. Someone who can hug, kiss, and hold me.
—I am going to move on, its going to be hard but I did it once and I can do it again.— I deserve to be happy as well. I deserve to move on too. It will be hard but I believe in myself and I can do it.