Things didnt turn out the way I’d hoped. I am sad. I am hurt. I am crushed. And I feel like it isnt going to be the end. But I guess all I can do it look forward

Like brittle pieces of broken shells barely put together by sleep, there was nothing to fill her out, nothing to hold her together. a shell in a storm, Jenn Satsune (via ohsatsune)

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This is perfect.

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Now-a-days always

Now-a-days always

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I wont let go.

Please please. Just one more.

I just need the second chance.

I just love him and need him. And I can make him happy. I need him to just let me show him that we can work things out.

My final decision. .

It comes to this.
I am the one who should be able to take care of myself.
-I have a job.✔
-I have a loving family. ✔
-I have friends who love me. (Small amount but they still love and care for me) ✔
-For the most part im healthy. ✔
-Im safe at home. ✔
I do not deserve to be hurt. I do not deserve to be lied to. I shouldnt have to wait for someone to make up thier mind on if they want to be with me or not. I deserve to be with someone who loves me and knows he wants to be with me. Someone who wont argue with me all the time. Someone who I can bring over and enjoy being around my family. Someone who can hug, kiss, and hold me.
—I am going to move on, its going to be hard but I did it once and I can do it again.— I deserve to be happy as well. I deserve to move on too. It will be hard but I believe in myself and I can do it.


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My new book Lullabies is now available via Amazon, BN.com The Book Depository and bookstores worldwide.

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The thing that sucks about mental illness is that if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, nobody cares. Nobody cares until you reach their standard, and that standard is when your problem is bad enough to effect them

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not being drunk is so awful

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