So… I go to a learning center where I have to take a test to get it. Fine whatever by t then I have to go back to my high school and pick up my “withdrawal date” and my “official transcripts”. Why didn’t you tell me this yesterday when I came is what I thought…. -.-” so then I go t my high school and get what I need but it was 10 bucks which I don’t have… but luckily for me the little old lady knew who I was and just cut me some slack. I then call the learning center and the lady at the front desk who manages everything doesn’t answer so I leave a message. I call again around 3:30 and she doesn’t answer again… so I left another message saying I got my paperwork and if I can go to orientation tomorrow morning. But she didn’t call me back. Then I go job hunting at places I know won’t hire me and my whole day was a waste! !! I hate life…
I automatically assume people won’t like me, so I don’t talk to them unless they approach me first. I can’t become a part of a crowd because I can’t get past that feeling that I don’t belong.
Favorite song <3
Might listen to A Day Late by Anberlin to sleep. Hmmmm…….. <3
Good night thoughts.
Can’t sleep tonight. The thought of what he wants from me running through my head. I don’t want anything from him, just a friend ship not thing else. But he wants more. I can’t give him that. It isn’t possible. We have so much history together but I can’t do it. Tonight is a hot night… My pup is sleeping on my thigh. Maybe that’s why its hot. I need to sleep. But the thought of everything is running in my head.